still adapting to week one of school. school becoming stressful as prelims are just in 8 weeks time. teachers kept stressing about that yet there are still subjects which we still havn't really finish the whole syllabus. back to the stressful class 4e6. got the new entry proof for O LEVEL! NEW CONFIRM DATES AND TIMMING! yaya.. spread across but yet some still got 2 papers on one day. like (ENG AND EMATHS P1) and (CHEMISTRY AND PHYSICS P1) and (S.S AND BIOLOGY P2). this is killing. okok. for science p1 and p2 are spreaded out so far away. last paper on the 13 nov is biology p1. also the last day of the whole O LEVEL EXAM! we are just simply sitting for the whole duration of it. just have some days breaks for revision. first paper is a maths! HAHA! okok..TODAY IS FRIDAY. the only day where everyone can go home early. ok. i realized one thing today, just dam super HURT and ANGRY. i just doesn't really seems to be part of 4e6. everything i am being left out. how will you really feel larz! okok..FINE! shall elaborate that later. talking about the changes in school first.

CANTEEN CHANGED TOTALLY> quite happy:) at first but after seeing the food. erms... think everybody protesting against the new canteen. haha. only the indian, snacks and western still remains. all the rest changed plus more vending machine for drinks and snacks plus more tables placed at the waiting area. erms, a whole vending machine of 100 plus. haha. that's weird. ok and the snacks machine's snacks are all dam ex. talking about the new food in canteen! OMG! I MISS WONTON NOODLES! no more now. noodles stall's soup just taste tastless. mix rice stall only have very little variation of food. DAM EXPENSIVE TOO! many snack-ies stall. wanna us be FAT! hahA:) i found out smth strange caz the auntie can move around selling different food. one day you see the malay stall auntie selling malay rice, the next day drinks, next day japanese(ohya the japanese stall, i dun really know much havn't try yet) then another moment she wiping table. HURX! not only this auntie la, is the same for other stall the noddles auntie too. okok.. pretty weird. the school wanna change the canteen to be better but is making it WORST. i dun think they going to change it again though they will be asking us for comments. can't probably chase the aunties away right. haha:) okok..many people bringing food from home. and jx and liru ended up eating sandwiches for the first 2 days. not much food to eat larz. sign..if you stay back,only western stall available at 3 plus.

ok.. first week and i'm on duty for sweeping the floor! i just realized it have been years since i last be on duty for sweeping the a classroom. HAHA:) my classroom are super dusty and messy. our fungi board are like so YUCK! and JOY is forever MESSY! my area forever will not be clean. haha:) SWEEP!

o level chinese oral is here again. listening is soon too. haha:) 4e6 will be having it on either this coming wed or thurs. I have already taken so just got to say all the best to them plus my sec 3 HMT juniors who are having it on the following wed or thurs and the others who are taking it too. went to check it out and was shocked to see there are like 30 plus HMT students in sec 3. much more than the sec 4s. almost make up to a FULL CLASS! hmm.. haha:) yuppies.. english o level is soon too. this term is the busy term!! busy busy busy! many events plus activities like youth day, speech day, cluster arts fest, national day, teacher's day and much more. yaya.. JULY IS COMING! GST increasing to 7%, no more smoking in more areas, SCV channel increasing prices and much more. NOT TO FORGET... THE BIRTDHAY MONTH IS COMING! haha.. LOVE JULY! JULY JULY!

hmmm. just super HURT AND ANGRY! i really wonder whether really am i part of 4e6. alot of things i am being left out or separated. ever since i stepped in smss, my life changed becoming more and more stressful. in the best few classes, life is like this. perhaps i was from a neighbourhood primary school which there is not much competiton among us. As mr ng had said, you will be able to see alot of people smarter and brighter than you when you goes to the better jc. yaya..competition. many super smart ppl. can just simply get high marks easily. how will you feel when you are bloody left out from your class. and you are one of the 5 being left out, out of the 35 ppl in your class! everything is like this. for so many things, i am just simply separated and left out. I HATE IT! wun you feel hurt>! RANDOMLY CHOOSE?! CONDUCT PROBLEM!? NO CHOICE!? just have to leave out ppl. sacrificing ppl caz perhaps these ppl wun really mind if you dun let them go??!! wun you feel dam hurt when you just land into these categories? pls!!! i just really can't describe my feeling now. I HATE THIS> dun you think is unfair. i really want to go. i mean perhaps wish caz not much hope caz if i go, another person will have to sacrifice by not going. wadever. i just dunno wad to say. whole class going except 5 and yet i am so unlucky to be that 5 person. ppl got to learn and get such wonderful experience but yet we dun have a chance. being left out is really dam HURT. my conclusion...